Due date

3 years ago today we had the ultrasound that started everything with Virginia. We had gone for our 18 week ultrasound and everything was a whirlwind until her delivery on May 3. In July, we found out that we were pregnant again and I was so excited because we were due on April 3. We thought that this was our unexpected blessing. It is difficult at times to understand why this happens. Each of the 4 children that we have lost is loved very much. Each of them has a name and we remember each of their due dates and when they went to heaven. I have been struggling a little bit more as we desperately want to have another child and yet we have not been blessed with one. I have been trying to be content in whatever situation and remember that God is enough for me.