Unexpected Blessing?

We thought that this baby was going to be our unexpected blessing and now we are faced with the fact that we will be undergoing another natural miscarriage. Do I still call this pregnancy a blessing then? The loss of this baby is still so fresh in our minds that we are definitely struggling with how this can be a blessing but in the long run because we are Christians we know that God created this baby. We were not planning to get pregnant right now and God created this child within me. We do not know the reason right now and maybe we will not know it for a long time but we believe that He did. It is my prayer that maybe this baby will even further along our dreams of starting the perinatal hospice. The last baby that we lost got the ball started and for that I am so thankful. We are so thankful too that our crocheted hearts are being given out to families in the same situation as ours and facing a miscarriage. Our OB told us that these crocheted hearts are really touching the lives of the families that they are being given to. We pray that our eyes will remain fixed on Jesus even in the midst of these tough times.